Friday, January 30, 2015

hello, Austin!

Here I am one week into my "new life" or next chapter I should say. And wow, I feel happy beyond measure. I had a moment sitting on my deck the other day while looking out onto my yard as KoKo was running about and I thought: I have no idea how I manifested this for myself and how I actually pulled it off all by myself but I did and I COULDN'T BE HAPPIER.

As I've been unpacking and settling in I've taken notice to some thoughts that pop into my head randomly. And on more than one occasion I've had the thought "thank god I'm out of LA." That's surprised me a bit as it's not like I was miserable and hating my time there, quite the opposite, but I think instead I've realized now that I'm gone just how ready I was to leave. And to not just leave LA but to feel that chapter of my life and ALL that went on while living there is now a thing of the past and I can truly look forward knowing I survived that period of my life. I'm now somewhere new beginning to build a life that's aligned to the person I am today.

In all the packing and the unpacking I came across two different vision boards I've made the last few years and it's pretty wild to see how I've been day dreaming about a yard and a home to entertain, where friends can come to gather, where my dog lives, and a work schedule that allows me to see clients during the day from home while leaving time for yoga and other passions of mine. There's also a big focus on finding love and my partner being a part of all of this.

I can't help but feel for the first time I'm finally being true to that vision. I have the the home, then yard, the porch, the dog, the matching nightstands with the LOVE (phila inspired) sign hanging over the bed (and actually for the first time decorated my own bedroom before any other room in the house - so happy to have a room I love to be in now!). I have a large client base that's all virtual work so nothing has changed with my move and I'm signing up for a beginner series of yoga - 8 sessions over 4 weeks so I can get yoga back into my life, something I have missed since my free time got taken over by exercising the dog due to our limited space in my 1BR apartment.

It's all happening and it feels amazing. And while I know all this to be true, effective etc. it's so wonderful to see the work that I often have my clients do for themselves - manifest your own vision for how you want life to be, and then make it your reality - actually happening to me because it's that much more validating that it does indeed work!

Here's to week one of this new glorious chapter, hello Austin!

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