And as you may know from prior posts, I recently declared a one year countdown of leaving LA but haven't declared where I'm headed yet. So I decided on my 5 year anniversary as I am trying to look ahead 5 years, knowing what I want to see but not knowing what will be, that I would see a Psychic (who's also a medium), Rebecca Fearing. And wow was it interesting.
She immediately identified an older man who was in the room and wanted to say hello; through her initial description I was unclear on who it was but later he shared his name, which he said was Robert but he was called Bobby or Bob - yup, that's my uncle, my mom's youngest brother. He told her he knows me from another state, not CA. She could smell his cologne (so true!). He wanted me to know he's supporting me and following my journey. That he sees I'm wearing my mother's ring which he likes and he said that I should be paying more attention to my dad. That his health is overall good but he has little things coming up and I should stay in touch with him.
Then the Psychic, Rebecca, continued to say that she keeps seeing me in LA, out of LA, in LA out of LA and immediately asked if I'm debating a move. She continued that she doesn't see East Coast or NYC at all but also doesn't see CA but sees somewhere more "wholesome" like Texas! She asks where I"m considering I tell her Austin - she said her body lit up and that felt right. The only other places she had a sense for were Seattle Washington and/or Portland - but she sees more more in warm weather. She could see that I would get business in any of these places and saw me still traveling to work in other cities. She said the work part is all good, the love part is out of balance. She said she worries I'll really miss the beach in Texas but sees me being able to hang with real men and me finding the type of husband I want who is healthy and will court me and take care of me will be there - sounds good! She continued to say I'm surrounded by pink and a lot of marriage swirling around me - she thought maybe I just got married but instead she said it just means it's not far off. Once I commit to where I want to live the rest is going to happen and I'll know quickly it's "the one." She knew I had been talking to someone in another state but didn't believe anyone in my life right now was "the one" - I even showed her pictures of a few and she confirmed NO. She couldn't get a clear read on if I want children (neither can I) but saw that for me in the next couple of years and saw 2 kids, one being a little blonde boy.
A bit more around how/why Austin feels right - saw me taking a trip there in November (was currently my plan, crazy) and from there I would know and she offered to do a free follow up reading for me upon my return to share what she sees then. She explained when someone comes in conflicted it can make the visions harder to see.
Then we moved into who was appearing in the room to speak to me from the other side - and she asked if my mother had passed I said yes. She said she was there, waving, saying this my daughter and she's wearing my ring. She continued that my mom said "sometimes you have to make a change to find what you're looking for" and she said she hoped my mom would give more detail so I could really know she was there. Then she said she heard clear as day very loudly the name Kathleen and asked who that is - I said that's my mom :) From there it was clear mom was in the room. She loves my hair like this, she said she can see who I'm going to marry, he's tall, and she's going to work on sending me more signs. She's with me often - sometimes for moments, sometimes all day. She tries to tell me through hummingbirds that fly into me / near me ( I see probably 1-5 a day). I asked what she sees when she sees me and Rebecca said just the other day she saw you cleaning your apt and clearing out your closet - literally what i did all Saturday afternoon - and she doesn't want me to hurt my back because I'm so in shape right now. No mention of Koko which surprised me and I meant to ask but forgot.
She continued on about my brothers - both Rebecca and my Mom. Rebecca saw that I have a very close connection to Shawn, we were related in a past life - either I was his mom or he was my Dad - HA. That's why he's so protective of me now. Mom visits "the oldest boy who lives in the two story home" often and looks in on her grandchildren. She sends signs to the "younger of her boys" and she feels he receives them and knows when she's around - he's easy to reach. She told me to keep staying open, she is always near sending me signs. Told me I could change up her ring if I ever wanted to but loves that I still have it on. Said she knows my dad is not meant to be alone so she's ok with his "situation." Told "us kids to remember that your dad isn't meant to be alone." At the very end Rebecca said my mom and grandmom are mentioning a name of the living - Rebecca said Laura or Lori - I smiled and said Lori, that's dad's wife. They continued to say they are fine with her and we need to see that it is what it is, and dad has a companion now.
Before we wrapped I asked if my mom had found my cousin yet (the one who just passed at the end of July). Rebecca got a jolt in her seat after my cousin came into the room and she asked me if he had a sudden death and if it was a car accident but she saw him outside, not in a car, on the road trying to cross. 100% accurate. She knew he was male, and died young, and she said my mom has made herself the "Greeter" for any family that crosses over so she was waiting for him immediately when he arrived (my cousins wife was also told this by a medium in PA). Rebecca said that he crossed over instantly which makes sense because he died on impact. My cousin said he was doing fine, he was surprised by the whole thing but he's ok. She mentioned how sad his mom is - and I said she is, and she's going to see some one to connect to Jimmy so I told my cousin to talk to his mom, my aunt Diane :)
I think those are the highlights - wow, it was wild. I couldn't stop smiling as I felt like I just hung out with my mom, my uncle and then there were others named Betty, Betsy - who my dad said are family of his mother and she did name one person who I since learned is still living but my mom said she was with, Mary Lou, so that's confusing. But all in all it was wild and certainly insightful and I left with more validation about my path and my own instincts which are that it's time to leave LA and once I do the rest of what I'm looking for will fall into place.
Sometimes having a sneak peek at your future is pretty darn cool...now off to make it reality :)
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